TW: BULLYING, VIOLENCE, ABUSE OF POWER, MENTAL ABUSE, KIDNAPPING, GASLIGHTING, HOMOPHOBIA, DISCRIMINATION, CHEATING, HARRASMENT, RAPE, DRUNKEN ASSAULT, PROPERTY DAMAGE, STALKING, PUBLIC HUMILIATION. THIS ISN'T EVEN COMPLETED.. i've read the novel and i think the manhua's version had been dropped. well, those TWs are the ones i .. sigh..
ok, now this is my piece of mind abt this manhua (IT CONTAINS SPOILERS):
i know it was a bad idea to read this. i already saw clips of seme's bad behavior but i had no idea he was should've thrown into prison. SQ is a very rich person.. and met LCX who is a very poor person and has feminine trait. SQ liked LCX from first sight but he was one that made LCX's life hell bcs he couldn't accepted that he liked boy back then.
ok, then he came back again into LCX's life again bcs his obsession back then hadn't ended just like that. well, again he made LCX's life hell bcs he commited all the TWs i listed. LCX's had enough and broke the relationship and ran away.
LCX's ran and met this brother Li but ended up not happening bcs of SQ kept in the way. he couldn't moved on. too bad bcs brother Li is a very thoughtful guy and only guy whom treated LCX's with love and respect.
Skip to the 117, SQ got stabbed. I thought it was Ji's doing but no.. SQ stabbed himself so he can get LCX's attention (MANIPULATIVE ASF)
- Ji Yuanqi retorted angrily: "I didn't injure him! He stabbed himself."
Li Chengxiu was stunned for a while. Ji Yuanqi continued to rant: "I had to call you just to tell you that! This Shao guy is insane! He was the one who grabbed the knife. I thought he was going to stab me, so I snatched it from him. Then he held onto my wrist and stabbed himself in the stomach! -
SQ is insane.
And LCX's realized he had no choices so he came back into SQ's arms. well, after that he didn't misbehave bcs he still tiptoed around LCX's who had enough of SQ's fucking bullshits.
-Li Chengxiu squatted down holding his head. His fate had always been decided by others.
Who had ever asked him what he thought? Who had ever asked him, whether he was willing or not?
Everything Shao Qun had done shocked and frightened him. Li Chengxiu had to it that Shao Qun had achieved his goal.-
I really don't want anyone to blame LCX bcs he is too soft. HE IS A NURTURING AND FEMININE AND IN LOVE. he has nobody and poor but he is the strongest person i know.. after all he's done then SQ came and fucking controlled LCX's life like a frickin toy. i literally have lost count on how much LCX had to move out and change number just bcs of that psycho. SQ did not deserve LCX at all. but again, the author.. can't just give happy ending after all the unfairness LCX's had to been through. it was fine if the genre were psychological.. but it was romance. what, are you trying to change ppl's point of view about love??? i am not type of yapping person but this is just too much man. stop milking money from toxic and violent relationship.